12.39am

I suppose I should do something meaningful before my holidays end, say, save the world or something.

But well, I'm not superman. Plan scraped.

No, it is not that. I realized something today - people are not in danger of super-advanced aliens invading earth or gargantuan robots with laser beams for eyes; not something that superman can save them from, at least. Today I realized that the world doesn't need saving. Not in the way that we imagined, anyway.

Today I realized that people are dying from the inside. With plastic smiles and acid tears and hearts that stops working faster than a manual car driven by me.

Today I realized that I might be the only Jesus they might ever see.

So here it goes - I'm letting go.